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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Giina , Yong Cong and Joshua came in my sch this afternoon. soo after my TPS test , ii straight away walked out of classroom le =X acc them at canteen fer lunch . Yong Long came dwn too . introduce them the yoghurt ice-cream ! nicee uhh ? hees ! after tht , we went J8 to look fer the handbag ii want . but non was found =( train-ed back Yishun and slack over at 208 . Vincent joined us too . ii went home early today worr =) or else Mummy gonna nag again -.- reached home ard 8pm . Jason denn came to look fer mii ard 9pm plus . hmm , ii agreed to the patch-up le . he had been gathering back our memories since the day he asked fer patch . think through alot fer the past few days . ii dun deny tht he treats mii real good fer tht 17mths . my peeps , my baobeiis , mummy and even grandma thinks tht i'm in fault first . they thinks tht i'm ill-treating him larr -.- they've seen loads and loads of incidents between us . whn they list them out one by one , and to think back , i'm really being too much uhh . and based on finance , ii really did use up thousands and thousands frm him ! in another hand , he aint being nicee within tht 1 mth of break-up . he even got himself a gf within tht period of time . but after chatting with Mummy last night , ii decided to get back to him . we both once did wrong and soo .. put the past aside and start afresh . ii just followed what my heart says and ii hope it wont be a wrong path . seriously dun wish fer history to repeat . whn ii told him my ans , ii can see tears whelmed out frm his eyes . really hope he's serious with mii this time round .. hmm ltr gng 200+ de prata shop fer supper . with J , Yong Long , Regiina and Joshua . yeapp . makan timee ! =D BOO ! i'm in sch now o.0 freaking boring , and cold .. *brr ! all lessons take place in air-con rooms today larr=( gonna freeze -.- *yawns* slept fer a few hrs onlii . chatted with Mummy till late night ytd . abt her relationship and mine .. hmm maybe ii shall give him an ans tonight . alrights , gonna update ltr . =)))))))))))) Monday, January 29, 2007
attend sch with Eddie and we're late fer sch ! all his fault =X and just nicee , Joanne Chitra and Rachel were late too . we slacked at canteen first before gng fer lesson . and todae's a boring boring day . fer all the lessons , we take attendance den go slack le -.- after sch , meet up with Jason fer lunch . ard 3pm , cabb-ed back Yishun to meet up with Giina . soon , Joshua , Yong Cong and Vincent came . went 208 again . Yong Long and Khim Gee den come join us . wait and wait till Joanne camee ! we gurls acc Josh and Long to Maria thr fer a haircut while the rest went home . dinner-ed at 256 den bus-ed home . was irritated by his bombing of my phone this evening . ii know it's Leslie's birthday but ii realii dun feel like gng . it wld be awkward eating with your family under this situation . not tht ii dun wanna give auntie face , pls understand . after ii cooled dwn , he apologised . maybe i'm being rude too , soo .. sorry . aniwaee HAPPY BIRTHDAY LESLIE ! =) Sunday, January 28, 2007
acc Mummy and Daddy to Grandma hse this afternoon . slacked over thr till 5pm plus . went to Pugguol Shopping Mall with family . after dinner , shopped ard before heading back Yishun . Daddy went back camp le =( back home ard 8pm . Jason came to look fer mii not long after . he asked mii to help him with his friendster layout . saw his profile .. and tht song . though his eng sucks =X but ii still understand wad he said . yeapp . supposed to give him an ans today . but ii din . ii dunno how to ans him . ii dun deny tht ii still lurve him , just tht the phoebia's still thr . what if everything repeats ? guess i'll really go crazy .. perhaps a few mre days fer an ans . if not , dun wait bahh .. just leave mii alone fer the time being . he left ard 10pm plus . seriously , i've got nuts idea wad am ii thinking . all ii know now is ... ii wanna get mre sleeping hrs !! =X gonna slp soon . Night ! Saturday, January 27, 2007
Daddy was back this morning . acc him and Mummy till 1pm plus den went out . meet up with Yong Long and Joshua . had lunch at LJS while waiting fer Limin and Regiina . whn finally everyone reached , train-ed dwn to Bugis . went to look fer Joanne , she's working thr . hahaha ! den walk ard Parco and Street . ohh my godd ! i'll nvr go shopping on wkends le . actually wanna shop fer new yr clothes de , but nobodii has the mood at all larr . too packed le . hate to squeeze here and thr . so decided to walk to Marina Square . Vincent came to meet us den we stayed in Mc Cafe . had chocolate chip muffin ! soo sweet ! after tht , shopped ard denn stopped at Esplanade . slacked over thr den bus-ed back Yishun . as usual , fell aslp in bus . too tired le . hohos ! northpoint-ed fer awhile before seperating . on the bus back home , Jason called mii out fer dinner . meet him over at 400+ . after dinner he denn sent mii home . gonna go fer shopping spree real SOON .. *tsk! Friday, January 26, 2007
finally finally !! ii ate yoghurt ice-cream le ohh ~ hees . after sch , meet up with my peeps again . Joshua , Weijie and Joanne . and , the old rountine . 925 denn 208 . lols ! but this time round ii acc them fer lunch ok . mii and Joanne ate quite alot luhh =X hahaha ! Vincent meet us awhile onlii -.- Khim Gee and Yong Long den acc us to Safra at night . arcade-d denn pool-ed . Regiina , Jason , Chun Weii , Shaw Waii and Ah Liang came afterwards . aiyohh .. v luann narhh . lotsa ppl comes and goes . lols ! some of them went 200+ fer pratas . din tagged along as Mummy's nagging again =( he realii do drives mii crazy at times ! if he really loves mii , he'll wait .. if not , denn return to her or whosoever .. ii still dun wish to go back to him now . if ii were to go back , ii wann to be a gd gf . ii dun wann to treat him again like last time . ii wann to trust him , not to kip suspecting this and tht . or else we'll onlii ended up quarreling everyday . tht wun be good to either both of us . i'm realii confused in mind luhh . still the same old phrase : he'll wait if he realii wanns mii back . let nature takes its course . i'll just follow what my heart says . if we realii ended up back tgt again , ii hope it wld be a good relationship . if not , ii hope we'll be good friends like last time . so stop popping out ques , cos i'm not really fer it yet . sorry ... Thursday, January 25, 2007
school ends 2pm but i'm alreadii outta campus ard 12pm . went home and slacked ard first . meet up with Regiina , Joshua , Khim Gee Yong Cong and Ah Liang to 925 . den swopped to another coffeeshop fer dessert . and again , 208 ! lols ! Vincent joined us too .. hmm sat over thr fer hrs . till Yong Long , Limin and Jason came . Mummy has been nagging mii to reach home earlier =( no choice soo bus-ed home at 8pm plus . Jason sent mii home .. and my idiot Mummy invited him in fer dinner -.- win le lorr ..! after he left , ii took a lil nap before coming online . i'm really really fcuking tired . luckily tml sch starts 11am . and , my motivation to sch's the yogurt ice-cream luhh ! lols ! Jason's off day and he asked mii out . since i've promised him to be friends first and i've got no programmes , ii agreed . he fetched mii frm my hse ard 1pm . cabb-ed dwn to town . lunched over at Cineleisure .  tht's my meal . soo nicee !! >.< i'm craving fer it now luhh . *drools// after tht , we went walking ard . watched 'Night at the Museum' at Shaw . funni show luhh . nicee nicee ! DUMB DUMB GIVE ME GUM GUM ! lols ! visited Leonard too , he's working today . after movie , bought a wallet fer weijie frm Topshop . got pink strap de . suits him worr =X train-ed dwn to Hougang to pass it to him . see ! soo nicee of mii ! =X kekes . btw saw Feng Ting on the way thr . wahh . mre and mre prettier le lorr . shall date her out one fine day =) bus-ed back Yishun ard 7pm . meet up with the peeps at 208 again . hmm , seems like tht's the place we hang out recently uhh ? yeapp . few mre hours to my sch starts . just settled some stuffs not long ago . aniwaee everythings settled now . ii really dun wanna hear anything abt this animore . if anything goes wrong , come straight to mii and say right in my face . hate it whn ppl stabbed mii frm behind . i'm being v v nicee to put everything behind . ii dun even mind to be friends luhh =) just tht ii seriously dun like troubles .. alrights , before ii slp . ii gotto declare . mii and jason are only friends now . i'm still on my way considering . realii happy tht he respect mii fer being just a fren today . shall see how things go .. gonna take a lil nap now . YAWN ! Tuesday, January 23, 2007
like wadd i've said , ITE's forever slacking luhh . if i'm not sleeping , i'm eating . tht's all ii do in sch -.- after sch , walked ard J8 . went home with Rachel . had fake shark fin soup *slurpp . ii like it nehh . like mushroom soup . hees ! soon , Joshua msged mii . meet Joshua , Limin and Khim Gee to 925 . denn as usual , 208-ed again . Yong Long , Vincent , Jason , Cloud and Siling came in the evening . kena checked IC by police -.- come on ~ we're good kiddies ! =x quickly went back home earlier denn them . but still , he followed behind . ii somemore give him my worse worst attitude le . but he still give in alot . fer the past few days , he had been saying things tht he nvr said fer the past 1 yr plus . ii know he's being an angel now . but whu knows if he's acting , lying or wadsoever ? haii .. i'm being v v contradicting . aniwaee humans are born to be contradicting . esp gurls .. btw win le lorr .. Regiina and Joanne gonna work =( and ! everyone changed , but is changing fer the better luhh . Joshua Alfred Chun Weii - quit smoking . hahaha ! Khim Gee - treat gf so good . Vincent - wanna study hard , even attend sch on tues . Weijie - wanna wait fer her to return , no flirting . Kimberley - afraid of pain but pierce belly-button . Jason - quit smoking plus say things tht nobodii will think tht those words wld ever come outta his mouth . OMG ! are yoo ppl ok ? lols ! YAWN ! why am ii always so tired nowadays ? i've been slping whenever ii cann le . realii need a day fer mii to slp till enough mann ! Monday, January 22, 2007
cant wake up fer sch this morning . skipped the first two lessons . reached sch onlii at 10am . din attend S&W . slacked ard in sch with Chitra . after tht , meet up with my peeps at np . Regiina , Joshua , Vincent and Yong Cong to LJS . watched them makan while ii bubble tea-d . after tht , went rounding at np . hahaha ! denn rot over at 208 . till Yong Long and the rest camee . they went off ard evening time while ii meet up with Jason . had a talk with him . haii .. ii realii dunno wad to do larr . ii told him ii dun wanna patch up , dun wanna get back . but ... he sounds realii ... ahhh ! confused ! ii asked him to give mii a wk to consider . and also a wk fer him to think properly . ii dun like the feeling of breaking up and patching back again and again . let's see how things go bahh . ii dun wanna think so much right now . my brain cells' killed every min luhh -.- gonna turn in soon .. tml got sch at 8am =( gonna get it frm Ms Tay ii guess .. Sunday, January 21, 2007
Giina called mii at 1pm plus -.- onlii slept fer a few hrs canns ! SUPER tired but still made an effort to climb outta my bed . meet up with Regiina , Yong Long , Joshua and Limin to Safra . at first , slacked in the Bowling Alley . received a call frm Mummy telling mii tht Daddy's back ! my tears immediately burst out ! can't believe it larr . ii din get to see him fer 6 yrs ! cabb-ed home immediately . sat dwn and talk to Mummy and Daddy . idiot Mummy complained to him saying tht ii everytime stay out late . BUT Daddy give mii permission to go clubbing at least once a wk ! WEETS!~ he's not living with us aniwaee . he need to get back to his camp whr he carrys out his probation . 3 of us went 925 fer dinner . OMG ! having dinner out with my family ! i'm totally over the moon ! =D before he left , he gave mii 50bucks . cld onlii get to see him once a wk .. hope his probation ends soon =( after tht , went back to meet the peeps . they saw my Dad and said he's fierce . is he ? lols ! aniwaee we went 208 to chat . Ah Liang came to join us . went back home ard 8pm . i'm early this time =) hmm , today's a HAPPY HAPPY day . i'm alreadii missing Daddy le =X 13 hrs of slp ! =D slept all the way till 4pm plus . jumped outta my bed cos i'm late ! haha ! postponed the time to 6pm . meet up with Regiina , Joanne and Limin at np . went fer Limin's housewarming . BUFFET ! *slurpp // whn it's abt to 9pm , the gurls start dolling up . i've got nth to do soo messed with my hair . lols ! and , cam-whoring session starts !      cabb-ed dwn to DXO , underage party .  it's SUPER SUPER packed thr over at esplanade . saw a few familiar faces too . the queue's LONG ~ started queuing up .. denn ShiKai and friends finally reached . went in tgt . squeezed into the dancefloor once we stepped in . it's realii stuffy in thr . sweating like mad . so decided to went up fer a drink first . the guys went to buy a jug of Vodka + Coke . drank alil onlii .. went dwn to the dancefloor again .. ShiKai and friends went off first so we joined another grp of Joanne's friends . hmm , all the songs' R&B de . not bad !  after DXO , we took a cab dwn to 848 . Joshua and Yong Cong joined us . watched them supper-ed . denn they acc mii to walk home .. reached home at ard 6am . fell flat on bed ! tired cann ! lols ! Saturday, January 20, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY godpa a.k.a VINCENT LUA XIANG LONG !!! actually gng over Joanne's hse in the morning de . but ended up slping till 1pm plus . meet up with Vincent , Joanne and Lesner at 2pm . train-ed to City Hall . Kent meet us thr to Marina Square . lunch-ed at Sakae Sushii . seems like we're the noisiest luhh =X and , Kent cld stuff the whole handroll into his mouth at one go ! hahaha ! he's like joking all the way larr . eat with him can choke to death sial ! lols ! after lunch , Lesner hafta go first .  Leo ! Lesner were thr alright ! yoo own mii a meal ! =p denn the rest of us went to arcade fer pool . Shaw Waii and Joshua came not long after . till ard 7pm , went to fetch Regiina frm work . meet up with Limin denn walked to Bugis . bought a sling bag frm Zinc in Bugis Street . actually it's 18bucks but the guy sold mii at onlii 10bucks . wierd ! o.0 after tht , went arcade till Leonard and Yong Cong came .    train-ed dwn to Outram Park . 'Guess What' again ! Ah Liang , Huii Fang anf Wei Yen came dwn too . Since it's Vin's Birthday , he kena forced to drink Waterfall ! lols !    ii dun drink much . just tht ii prata-ed ! hees . hmm quite fun narhh . reached home ard 3am . YAWNN ! Thursday, January 18, 2007
i'm like a walking zombie in sch this 2 daes . haha ! sleep during lessons , in canteen . other den changing classrooms , i'm like slping all the way -.- today , Giina , Joanne and Yong Cong came J8 to mit mii after sch . acc them fer lunch at Mos Burger . Limin joined us too . after tht , train-ed back Yishun . slacked over at 208 fer hrs ! till 8pm plus , walked over to LJS . nth much today narhh . hmm , guess some of yoo guys heard abt how ii felt uhh ? yeapp . ii felt like everything had changed . no longer like the past le . ii dunno the reason , just tht smth's amiss . maybe i'm thinking too much luhh .. but ... hmm , maybe it's because the period of time mii being wit yoo guys .. it's been 3 yrs plus since ii hang out wit all of yoo . ii rely on everyone of yoo actually , get used to having yoo guys ard . alil changes might made my thoughts go wild . ii dun wann us to go in different grps ! even if mii and Jason broke off le , we're still good friends . realli hope us brothers and sisters to get back tgt . still the same old us , same old clique . and of cos , we cant possibly prevent each other to have new friends . just dun wann to see us drifting further and further away . FRIENDS fer lyfe . cann we ? as fer mii and J . we're still friends =) comes to think abt it , it's like really impossible fer us to get back tgt le . even if we did , things wun be the same again . soo it's better to remain friends ? though memories do haunt mii as and whn they like , i'll still control myself . whn the feelings' no longer thr , ii see no point animore . just wann him to be happy and i'm fine with it le . his probation's ending in a few mins time . fer all this time 1 yr plus , i'm waiting fer this day to come . but now , i'm not the one who's by his side . hope he cld takaire of himself and not get into troubles again le .. bless-ed ! things are rather complicated nowadays . hope things wld get back to place like normal soon .. with loves ~ Tuesday, January 16, 2007
hmm , guess everyone received the latest news before ii posted this up le. yeapp . mii and Jason broke up again .         thts the pics we took within the wk we patched . ii realli treasure tht 1 whole wk . ii did changed fer him . friends ard shld realised too . but the result's still the same . he lead mii to heaven and pushed mii back to hell again . tht's the result fer treating him good ? guess he realised his feelings towards mii within this few days we're tgt . he told mii he had no feelings fer mii . haii .. thr's nth ii can do other than letting go .. yeapp . ii must learn to stand up . everyone told mii it's not worth it crying bcos of him . ii know and i'm trying real hard . my dear friends , pls acc mii to go through all this shyt . ii dun wanna be alone .. i'm not tht strong as yoo guys think . this morning , ii din attend school . Regiina , Joanne , Vincent , Limin and Yong Cong came over to my place . they said they came to acc mii . realii thanks to yoo peeps . ii know i'm crying like mad just now . luckily thr's yoo ppl to calm mii dwn . and i'm feeling much better now =) i'll forget him . and rmb how he treats mii . went 200+ fer prata in the evening . Yong Long came to meet us . went up Regiina's hse awhile den headed home . alrights . gonna help Yong Cong with his blogskin le . yeapp .. Sunday, January 14, 2007
ii did took a 2 hrs' nap this morning . woke up and get ready by 1pm . argh ! tht pig of mine's really difficult to wake him up sial . *shakes head* =X meet up with the peeps at Northpoint . Regiina , Leslie , Yong Long , Vincent , Weijie , Joshua , Khim Gee and his gf . train-ed dwn to Tiong Bahru . this time round , their lion dance prac took place in CC . yeapp . air-conditioner room but it's still BORING ! went to Tiong Bahru Plaza with Regiina and Joyce . 3 siaoo char bos walking in the rain just because of FOODS ! lalala ~ lols ! bought foods back to CC and started eating and eating and eating =D after tht , the guys went crazy . taking videos and pics . omg ! hahas . hmm , time past fast today =) we train-ed back Yishun ard 7pm . LJS-ed denn timezone-d . cabb-ed back with *J to his hse . till Mummy came and fetched mii home . YAWN !! i'm super super tired cann ! tml i'll sure be visiting lala land fer the whole hrs frm 8am - 1pm . seriously , ii dun feel like gng sch at all . ahh ! nono . hafta go ! alrights . he said he's coming over . gonna fall dead once he reached . BTH arr ! Nights ppl ~ ohh my .. look at the time now . it's 9.00am in the morning -.- and i'm actually blogging at this hr ? lols ! ii cant get to slp at all luhh . maybe it's because ii've merely spent my whole day slping ytd . din slp fer the whole nite & i'm still wide awake ! am ii linda ? hahas . meet up with my baby *J this evening . actually gonna acc him to put tattoo de . but the meet-up time's messed up so it's postponed . hmm , must be finding wierd why ii allowed him to put tattoos ehh ? cos we're talking terms . he allowed mii to pierce tongue so ii will hafta allow tattoos . win le lorr .. hahaha ! somemore this tattoo artist ii introduced him de worr . MIRACLE ~ since everything is pushed back , went to his hse . ordered PIZZA ! *slurp =D soon it's 11pm , meet up with Chun Weii , Weii Jie , Regiina , Limin , Leonard and Vincent . actually gng dwn to 'Guess What' again de . but Shaw Waii's sick , soo .. cabb-ed dwn to CineLeisure . slacked over at the arcade . playing pool . blah blah .. watched 2.40am de show 'Pan's Labyrinth'.  hmm , someone said it's a nicee show . and it turns out to be ... most of them fell aslp . ii dunno whether the show's aint nicee or bcos it's a midnight show -.- lols ! ii dun find it nice at all .. kinda boring . ii seriously wanna catch 'Night in the Museum' larr ! everyone said it's nicee . ii wann watch ii wann watch =X alrights , shall stop the whining . after movie , we walked to PS de Macdonald . sat in thr till 6am plus den train-ed back Yishun . we're in the first train & it's rather packed . wierd ! acc J back to get his lion dance's thingys den cabb-ed over to my place . seriously , ii dun feel like slping larr . watching Kids Central now =) and he's snoring away behind mii . bored but cant bear to wake him up . guess he's really tired with 2 sleepless nights plus his work . gonna wake him up in another 3 hrs time . LION DANCE PRAC ! omg . gonna be bored fer mii again =X nvm . my gurls and mp3 will be with mii ^^ shall upload all the pics tml alrights . shall try to take alil nap ltr . dun wanna be a panda like JOANNE ! hahaha ! =P Saturday, January 13, 2007
Firstly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA SHAW WAII ! went out in the middle of the nites . with *J , Regiina , Joanne , Limin and Vincent . cabb-ed dwn to 'Guess What' . this time round's rather boring because lotsa police's checking the whole stretch of pubs . and so , we cant do much over thr . spent most of the time at the prata store . ate pratas ! soo nicee =D after tht , the guys drank Chivas . eww ~ ii onlii drank a sip . cant stand the smell .. =X cabb-ed back ard 3am plus . frm 4am , ii slept all the way till 6pm . Woot !~ ltr gng out again .. shall update and upload the pics soon . =) Friday, January 12, 2007
ytd whn ii reached *J's hse , Chun Weii , Eddie , his Mum all fell aslp le larr -.- and since i'm hungry like mad , poor mii and *J shared cup noodle .. hahas . still hungry ! actually gng Chong Pang fer nasi lemak as he sugguested , ii asked him to lemmi rest fer 5 mins first .. and .. he snored away first ! hahas . din wanna wake him up , soo talked on the phone with Joanne . fell into lala land ard 3am plus .. this morning kena dragged up by *J . SUPER tired ok ! but nicee mii still acc him dwn to MCYS . after meeting his PO , his mum drove us back to Northpoint . had our lunch at FoodCourt while waiting fer the peeps . ard 1.30pm , Regiina , Vincent and Joanne came . train-ed to Causeway Point . meet up with Shaw Waii denn headed fer 'Death Note 2' .  hmm , not bad narhh . maybe because the show lasts abt 2 hrs plus , it's abit too long le .. ii lurve L ! handsome chap ! =X after movie , *J find fault with mii ! just because ii took a glance at this grp of guys -.- WTH ! xiiao qii guii ! hmpf ~ luckily everything's alright soon after .. shopped ard .. bought an Adidas waterbottle . bus-ed back to Yishun after meeting Limin .. dinner-ed at 925 . Kent , Chun Weii , Khim Gee and Joshua came . cabb-ed home at 9pm . hmm , 6 mre days to *J's freedom ! his probation gonna end real soon ! YAY ! lols ! hmm , just realised tht ii onlii attended 2 daes of school fer the 1st wk . ohh noo !~ hahas . ii dun wanna get warning letter again worr . gonna attend sch everyday =X hahaha !! Thursday, January 11, 2007
school day ! -.- slping periods all the way .. was talking to this 2 gurls in the toilet abt tongue studs . hahas . ii dunno them de worr . talk like machiam know each other v long le .. after sch , meet up with *J , Regiina , Joanne , Vincent , Joshua , WeiYen and HuiiFang . J din go fer work today ! =D at first ii realii give attitude lorr . waited fer them under the rain and they tell mii they still at np . fuming mann! cool-ed dwn after awhile .. acc them to foodcourt fer lunch den bus-ed to Changi Airport . while waiting fer the guys to come out frm departure area , ii took out my tongue stud , wanna tried to put bar-bell . AND cant put in ! cos it's not straight and it's swollen ! Ouch* so decided to take it out , gonna pierce it again whn the swelling goes off . ii dun care ! die also must pierce again ! YAY ! soon , Shaw Waii , ZiYong and the rest's back !! went Macdonald makan . it's good to eat , HEAVEN mann ! gonna eat like mad before piercing back my tongue . hahaha ! after tht , bus-ed back Yishun . meet up with Yong Long . walked ard np denn to LJS eat again ! omg . they cann realii eat larr . PIGS ! =X after tht , bought dinner back fer Mummy . hmm , gonna go out soon . staying overnight at *J's hse tonights . yeapp . Tata ~ Wednesday, January 10, 2007
it's been quite some days since ii blog le uhh . hmm .. had been coping at Jason's Grandpa funeral fer the past few days . and tht means we had been staying overnight out fer days ! SUPER SUPER TIRED canns ! psst : we've patched up le . ii dunno whether i'm doing the right thing or notts . yeapp , ii do lurve him and realli hope us to be back tgt . but .. alright , he quarrelled with his mum in the middle of the night during funeral . and he just stomped away . he called and asked mii go over .. we chatted like how we used to .. denn we happened to see her . he just hold my hand and walk past her ! -.- we patched up under this kinda situation . it's like soo confusing larr .. ii also blur o.0 till now, she's still calling and msging him non-stop . i'm seriously really being v calm le . if ii go crazee , nobodii cann imagine how the scene wld be . J told mi everything abt her and yet ii remain calm . i'm SEN mann ! hahas . i'm glad he told mii the truths and ii chose to believe him . hope ii choose the right path . and and and , tml's Joanne's xing fu's coming back frm Thailand . guess she's realli gng crazy lorr .. Happy uhh ? =D gonna acc her to fetch him frm airport . yeaa , like wadd she saees . 2007 ain't tht bad afterall =) hope everything will go on smoothly .. btw , ii pierce my tongue . with Joanne and Regiina . first time , straight and pain-less . and ii accidentally drop the stud , BLOOD ! eww~ second time , PAIN and it's not straight . just dun care and kip the piercing . i'm having difficulties eating larr =( faster faster expand , ii wann put nice nice stud ! =)))))))))) Sunday, January 7, 2007
yesterday .. was slping so soundly and my hp just goes off non-stop ! irritated . keep ringing and ringing .. BTH ! so woke up ard 3pm plus . slack in front of my lappy , shag ! till .. Joanne suggested to go Laiting's hse fer manicure . stayed over at her hse till Yong Long called . meet them at Jason's Grandpa funeral . sat dwn thr with the peeps . till everyone went back fer probation , ii went safra with Joanne , Regiina , Joshua and Ah Liang . meet Shaw Waii and Jonathan over thr . Pool-ed . till 12am plus , walked back to the funeral . things happened which ii dun wish to elaborate . after tht, they played mahjiong, poker cards .. while ii fell aslp at the table zzz they left at 6am plus . talked to him till 8am plus . all he said was to ask mii to wait .. wait , waited , waited-ed .. fer so long le .. realii dunno wadd to doo larr . FAN mann ! reached home ard 9am . fell straight on bed and into lala land ~ till tht idiot Gigiina came my hse to wake mii up . woke up at 5pm plus . now they're coming over to stay overnight . my 2 darlings , Shaw Waii , WeiYen blah blah .. not gonna go sch tml bahh .. shall update again =) Saturday, January 6, 2007
supposed to meet my darlings at 12pm . but ii woke up late , so changed the time to 12.30pm . and ii ended up waiting fer them fer almost 45mins -.- lunch-ed at LJS again . this time round ii did eat ok ! after tht , went over to Maria's place . Joanne din wanna do anything to her hair yet , soo .. wasted trip . hahaha ! meet up with Vincent then went over to Leonard hse . thr's nth fer mii to do thr . and so , my thoughts went nuts again .. ard evening time , went dwn to Jason Grandpa's funeral . felt so ... it's like ii just happened to visit him a few mths ago . and now he passed away . My Deepest Consoldences . sat ard thr with them till 9pm denn went up Leo's hse watch tv . after tv, went dwn with Regiina to meet Shaw Waii . went Safra to play pool . it's been so so long since ii went thr fer pool le . miss the old days ! ... back home ard 2am . YAWN ! super tired . gonna turn in soon . Thursday, January 4, 2007
alrights . my previous post's kinda emo ehh ? i'm always like this in the morning . my blog readers hafta tolerate arr . hees ! meet up with Regiina and Joanne this afternoon . acc Joanne back to YTSS fer her Good Progress Award . after tht, bus-ed back Yishun . acc them lunch-ed at LJS. ii din eat . tht idiot Joanne PS us -.- soo mii and giina went up to Vincent's hse kajiao . hahaha! ii fell aslp FAST . too tired le . till both of them woke mii up to Bear's hse . Yong Long and Limin's thr too . it's boring luhh . teased all of them ! lols . waited fer Joshua and WeiYen denn walked to 256 acc them fer dinner . ii din eat again . my stomach's feeling uneasy luhh . arghh ~ reached home . Mummy forced mii eat smth . no choice , asked fer a bowl of maggie mee . ii add loads of MSG and yet no taste narhh ! stupid flu spoilt my appetite . those foods totally no taste mann -.- hmm, somemore complained tht whr's his name ? LEE YONG CONG a.k.a LEE XIAO ZHU ! how ? bigg ehh ? lols . thanks fer the consoling uhh . =) my mind's full of yoo, our past, the memories .. everybody thinks tht ii dun lurve him at all . ii goes fer his money . ii din ! whn everyone thinks tht way, ii bet he thinks the same way too . ii love yoo, ii realii do . but i'm not given a chance to prove it anymore . tht's what ii get back fer treating yoo bad . does he still rmb ? our promises . he agreed to bring mii to places tht i've nvr been to . we planned to go Genting this yr . but seems like i'm the only one whu's dreaming abt it now . every time ii reject his calls , i'll teared like nobody's business . i'm doing things tht's gng against my will . does he know ? all he think's tht i've give up waiting . he alreadii has a gf , wad else can ii do ? he has a good gf whu dotes him . unlike the unreasonable mii , only knows how to shout at him . whn he went missing , ii can see tht she really cares fer him . i'm forcing myself to put dwn tht 1 yr 5 mths 2 days' relationship . i'm trying real hard to get out of thr . ii need to know tht he don't belongs to mii animre . he'll nvr be thr whn i'm sick . he'll nvr be thr whn i'm lonely . he'll nvr be thr to acc mii . he'll nvr be thr on the phone with mii . he'll nvr be thr at my doorstep waiting fer mii . he'll nvr be thr animre . ii hate to accept all this but ii have to . all yoo hafta rmb is .. what i'm doing now, ii did it fer yoo . i'm doing things tht ii have to . tht's not what ii wanted . no point asking yoo to stay whn your heart isn't with mii animre . ii miss you , ii love you , ii need yoo . i'll nvr ever forget abt tht 1 yr plus . Takaire whn i'm not beside yoo .. lin* Wednesday, January 3, 2007
slacked at home ytd fer the whole afternoon alone ! soo darnn bored cann ! meet up with Joanne, Weijie, Yong Long and Joshua under Weijie's blk. ii walk thr de ok ! exercise ! whn we were abt to board the bus to 637, the stupid rain came ... turned back and sat under 208. chat abt the past, present, future.. and KARMA -.- to think abt it, Karma's realii kinda scary ehh ? after tht, Bear came denn all headed to my hse . Giina, WeiYen and the rest did came late night . psst : i've mastered mahjiong le ! WEETS!~ it's kinda addictive actually. played all the way till morning 6am o.0 whn everyone fall aslp, my thoughts went wild again. to prevent mii frm sinking into tht sadness thoughts, ii quickly went to bed . woke up this afternoon. onlii get to slp fer a few hrs ... all of them went back home to bath and change . meet them again in the evening at 418 fer dinner . walked back to my hse as Weijie's PS2 still at my hse . now my hse seems so EMPTY and QUIET ! hahas . ii missed the mahjiong's sound mann ! nvm . gonna get a good sleep tonite . ii wanna get into lala land, to the 9th lampost whr thr's loads of roses . Good Night ppl ! shyt ! my stupid sorethroat's worsen . plus tht blardii flu's coming back . SHOO ! ii dun wanna get sick at this moment . Monday, January 1, 2007
Last night, meet up with my darlings Joanne and Regiina at Northpoint Mac to acc them fer dinner at 10pm. soon , the guys came along - Bear, Vincent and Li Sheng. we train-ed to Raffles Place. Managed to catch the sight of fireworks, BEAUTIFUL~   onlii managed to capture this 2 scenes =( it's realii stunning.. ii wanna watch it AGAIN! after tht, Joshua, Leonard and Weijie came along.  wait, waited, waited-ed.. finally Yong Long, Ah Liang, WeiYen and Limin camee. cabb-ed dwn to Kampong Bahru to Shaw Wai's bro de Pub - 'Guess What'. Jonathan and Chiming were thr too. they ordered Martell -.- drank a few glasses but ii din get drunk ohh~ hees. WeiYen helped mii drink alot worr. if not ii dun think ii cann even stand le. hahas. Played pool, all Jonathan's treat =) loser hafta drink =( ii must saee tht Martell's realii awful~    left tht pub ard 3am. some of them get dead drunk. the sight of Limin and Joanne realii makes mii heartache. ii knows exactly how they're feeling, they must be feeling terrible. ii dunno wad to do but gets mre and mre frustrated. soo ii just sat aside and control my temper. i'm not in a better situation too, just tht i'm controlling and swallowed everything dwn. finally whn everbodii settled dwn alil, we cabb-ed to Shaw Waii's hse. fell aslp straight on his sofa while everybodii's in his room. cabb-ed back Yishun in the morning, reached home ard 11am. i'm having slight fever plus splitting headache now. ii hate to be sick, especially whn i'm alone... |
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