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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
nvr attend sch. temperaturee went up diss morning. mummy stayed at homee to acc mii. frm ytd nites 8pm slp till dis afternoon 5pm. hahas~ slept fer 21hrs. wasn't feeling totally finee now. hatee to get sick. argh! Monday, September 26, 2005
i'm sick! ii knew i'll fall ill at least oncee within dis period when he's not ard. tht's da result of relying too much on him -.-" having bad flu, sorethroat & slight on-off fever. damnn! hopee i'll be alrights by tml. feeling terriblee! aniwaee took back all my prelim paper le. ii onlii managed to pass chii, expected! haiss~ o's coming, jialat. after sch, ii was pulled to watch moviee 'the myth' wiv weijie, vin, claricee, khim, jasminee & leo. hmm, thot tht it wld be boring but alrights lars. kinda nicee, kinda funny. went home not long after coming outta theatre beforee them, realii not feeling well. gonna go catch somee slp ltr le.. Sunday, September 25, 2005
ii changed my blogskin again. whee~ nicee? kakas~ sick & tired of da old onee le -.-" aniwaee i've uploaded videos. doess it madee da whole blog lag? my com's lousy soo cannot realii tell. ppl, tell mii thru my tagboard kks? kekes~ btw i'm back to playing maple again. at home nth to do wors. somemoree les, khim, weijie, ah bee, char, jianwen, bear all play.. hmm, kena influencee. hees~ goona go maple-ing again le ^^ Friday, September 23, 2005
yeaps. juss reached homee. ytd nites ard 11pm plus went to lesner's hsee. weijie, lesner, vincent, yong long, bearbear & leonard are over there. bear & long left ard 12am, da rest of us stayed our nites ova deree. juss reached onlii they forced mii eat pizza & drumplets le. hahas~ stomach cramps lars, pain wors. =X after tht, we watched tv - fear factor. it's pain wiv da prickling needless & gross wiv all da maggots + cheesee. eeks! ard 2am plus 3, we went dwn 7-11 to havv supper. but ii didn't eat. hees~ after eating, went back to les hsee. ii straight away went to slp. ii slp almost every hrs at his hsee. onlii wokee up to play a com fer ard 10 mins. da rest i'm lying on his bed likee dead pig. hohos~ but i'm freezing cold, mann! his air-con damnn power. *brrrr* Thursday, September 22, 2005
nvr attend sch ytd. tht means tht ii skipped my sci paper 1 & f&n paper. went boys' homee to visit jason instead. no choicee, it's da onlii chance to get to c him beforee 4/10. actually ii dun get to go in de, juss tht j's mum asked da officer to give chance, onlii dis timee. da moment we stepped into da room, j & his mum dropped tears. ii can't cry as ii act as his cousin. can't talk much, can't reveal my feelins as da officer kip staring at mii. his parents do all da talkings, ii onlii managed to ans somee ques he asked. dunno why words juss can't comee out frm my mouth. yeaps, he becomee more fit le. da sight of him was kinda wierd, maybe it's bcoss too long nvr c him le bahs. aniwaee at least get to hug him twicee when da officer nvr noticed =D i'm finally relieved to c him hass frenss in dere le.. i'll hafta wait fer 2 more wks to his court le. still miss him loads! after visiting him, mii went jurong point de foodcourt fer lunch wiv his parents. mann! fers timee sial. spend almost half da daee wiv them. kekes~ after tht, went back to j's hsee, leo, vin & weijie camee too. wokee up at 6am to visit j in da morning, damn tired. soo ii slept frm 3 to 7 plus denn went homee. hahs~ sounds pig yeah? aniwaee, went homee after tht to catch my tv series. hees~ todaee's my meimei (weijie) bdaee. meet up wiv them at timezone in da afternoon but reached homee not long ago coss i'm so damn tired -.-" guess ltr i'll hafta meet up wiv them again. maybe staying overnites bahs. hmm, will blog again. nites. Monday, September 19, 2005
18/9 was his bdaee & yet ii didn't get to celebrate wiv him. haiss~ on tht daee was latern festival too. usually ii wld play candles & wadevaa de but ii ended up nvr even celebratee mooncake festival. meet up wiv soon hui, raymond, bearbear, vincent & leonard. wasn't in da mood to play at all, asked raymond to ride bikee send mii homee not long after. woot~ ii lurves motor bikes! todaee's raymond's bdaee. he treated soon hui, mii & laiting fer lunch at sakae sushi. normally i'll eat da most but juss now can't even eat much. haiss~ if he's da onee whu acc mii dere, bet i'll eat to da fullest. miss him! Sunday, September 18, 2005
went cycling lass nites wiv kim, long, vin, jianwen, leo, yiru, clarice, jasmine, weijie & lesner. at fers, we cycled to sembawang. when ii reached there, my view went blurr. weijie all scolded mii saees ii too long nvr eat le. sobsob.. hmm, maybe thts da reason bahs, almost fainted -.-" weak yeahs? hees~ my everydaee meal -- 2 garlic breads + iced milo. not ii dun wann eat wors, is realii no appetite. haiss~ alrights, back to topic. after sembawang, we rode to chong pang denn to 200+. dey had their supper there. after tht, went under blk, da guys played stunts. suddenly, it rained, heavy rain alrights! stayed over there till 3am plus. whenn da rain stopped, rodee to lower seletar. wooh! ii likee da way to seletar, v nicee wiv da breeze. but we're all shivering *brrr* rodee lower dwn to jalan kayu den back to seletar again. mii & kim went homee fers. yeaps, reached homee alreadii ard 5am le. ii actually spent my 5 hrs cycling, legs aching! wokee up in da afternoon denn went to bugiss to meet vin & da guys. soo sians. soo wnt back earlier wiv weijie. he went homee & ii went to meet up wiv yong cong & 925 chat. my heart kinda shaken by his wordss. haiss~ now i'm confused again. aniwaee meet up wiv laiting after tht denn went back homee. juss finished talking on da phonee conferencing wiv bear bear & vin. mann! damnn tired. gonna go slp le ZzZZzzZ Friday, September 16, 2005
last nitess ard 2am plus, leonard, yonglong, vincent, weijie & lesner camee my hsee to join mii, soon hui & laiting. spent their nites over here. somee play com somee play mahjiong, as usual, ii fell aslp fast. dozee off after not long. da nxt morning, everybodii went homee denn ii headed to soon hui's hsee. after tht, went to lesner hse's at meet up wiv les, vin & leo. alrights, mii & hui fell aslp again. psst: lesner's bed got cursee de. oncee lie on it, suree fall aslp de =X we went timezonee in da evening to meet weijie, khim, laiting & bear bear. ii reached homee ard 8pm plus. early rites? hahas~ coss maybe ltr gng cycling at nitess. kekes~ =P Thursday, September 15, 2005
jason's mummy called mii again. she told mii jason can't get bailed out on his bdaee. haiss~ they muss wait till either mon or tues denn see whether jason get be bail or nots. plss, everybodii help mii pray hard tht he can get outta there. haiss. all ii wann is to see him now. i've been having splitting headachee sincee da daee he went in. JLZD! IMU!!! haiss. y there's no forms of communication in boys' homee. if there's com, if there's hp, ii wun b worrying here le. sobsob.. Wednesday, September 14, 2005
this is my 3rd daee w/o my dear jason le. ii still can't get used to it. crying & crying non-stop. yars, it's not likee as if ii wun c him fer da rest of my lyfee but ii realii realii miss him alot. da feeling of feeling helpless is realii terriblee. how long do ii still hafta wait to take a look at him? soo anxious. realii hopee da lawyer cld help to bail jason out. ii still got alot of things to sharee wiv him de. at least bail out till 4th oct, lemmi see him pls. wait is all ii can do now. now denn ii realisee ii do caree fer him soo damn much. can't get him outta my mind. ahhh! I MISS JASON LEE ZHENG DE!!! how nicee if he cld hear mii now. Tuesday, September 13, 2005
after practical dis morning, straight away meet up wiv kim & laiting to study fer tml's tests. on my way to BK, jason's mum called. she told mii tht jason alreadii being sent in to boys' homee till nxt court session which is 4th october, he can't even get bail out. damnit! why jianwen cann jason can't?! wad kinda jugde is diss? dunn even let him havv da chance to talk or explain. argh! when ii recieved da call knowing diss bad news, tears juss rolled. frm 12pm till now. ii realii dunno wad to do. dun even havv da mood to do anything. no mood to eat, slp, study & even playing com. onlii here to blog. haiss~ even tried to slp in da BK, trying not to think so much but can't help much. in da end meet up wiv vin, khim, leo, long, yiru & weijie heading to jason's hsee. his mum cried, his bro cried, & of coss mii cried likee hell lars. realii too sudden le, why can't he get bailed? dunno when denn ii can get to c him. sobsob.. on 4th oct, if da judge realii sentence him to boys' home or RTC, it wld definitely be yrs in there le. he asked mii ytd if ii wld wait. ii didn't ans, i'm afraid of giving empty promises but rites now deep dwn, my ans is yes. ii feel so awkward, so uncomfortable w/o him. he wun b talking wiv mii on da phone at nites, wun be accompanyin mii home after sch, wun b having meals together, alot alot. imaginee we've been sticking together fer 1 mth plus, suddenly he juss leavee mii alonee. haiss~ how ii wish he's juss in front of mii now fer mii to hug him real tight. ii rather he's here to scold mii, quarrel wiv mii, bicker wiv mii than wads happening now. cannot do anything but onlii cry. though it's onlii 1 mth plus, it may seems short to ppl out there but ii realii had put in all my feelings le. tml's prelim suree to be another gonee casee. ii realii tried to study but nth gets into my head, there's juss imagee of him. realii miss him loadss! i'm gng crazee thinking of him le. wondering how's him now. sob. Monday, September 12, 2005
stayed overnitess at j's hsee ytd. acc him till juss now 11pm pluss. tml he gng court le, if his parents dun wanna bail him out, ii wun b able to c him till da nxt court letter le. sobsob. hopee they will realii fork out da money. haiss~ *pray hard* Thursday, September 8, 2005
last nites went out to meet my gurlss. at fers, kim acc mii ridee bikee to jason's hsee to take my thingys denn back to ziling's hsee. uploaded some songss into my MMC denn mii & kim went dwn to meet soon hui & her bf. we chatted till ard 3am plus denn dcided to stay overnitess at J's hsee. her bf went homee & left mii, soon hui, kim, weijie & leo at J's hsee. alrights, some of them had alcholic drinks. causing kim to be onlii half awake =X hahas~ played some retarded gamees denn watched vcd. ii rmb started watching da show at ard 6am but of coss ii fell aslp in no timee. dis morning wakee up onlii all went homee le. left mii & J still slping likee dead log -.-" both of us went town again in da afternoon. went there to collect my hp, it's still not donee wiv da repair yet but ii got it back. damnn! we did shopped too. mii bought myself a pair of white 'sandles' & he bought mii a toe ring & a pair of ripcurl flip-flops. =D yeppies.! soo nicee. likee it loadss. w/o fail, we took neoprints again. kekes~ yeapss, reach home at 10pm plus. psst: i'm sick & tired walking ard town le lars. Wednesday, September 7, 2005
yeapss, changed my blogskin back to da old onee le. my tagboard nth wrong le, whee~ btw, kinda long nvr blog le. ppl ard mii are all studying hard now whilee i'm still enjoying lyfee. hais~ maybe ITE or staying back in nss will be da result of not studying le lars. sobsob.. on last saturdaee, went sentosa early in da morning wiv leonard, yong long, weijie, vincent, jing wen, lesner, wendy, khim gee & jianwen. didn't realii play alot, onlii get to tann fer while too. da rain did comee but go off soon soo doesn't realli affect lars. oh yeapss, somebodii drowned but luckily kena saved up in timee. eeks scary! after tht, J camee to meet mii. after eating at da hawker centre in habourfront, mii & J went seperate way wiv them. both of us went town. on sundaee, jason, jianwen, weijie & mii went to ah long & ah boi ( J's cousins ) de hsee. wooh, their hsee renovatee till so nicee sial. total different frm last timee. so envy >.< ii wanna havv a hsee on my own too le lars! hmpf~ after tht, we went town again. my hp was spoilt, kena flood in water. sobsob.. ytd, mii meet up wiv J & we went town again. we've been visiting orchard continously 3 daees le. ppl shopped northpoint we shopped town -.-" tired lars. after tht, meet up wiv soon hui in yishun & da 3 of us went to J's hsee & slacked. mii stayed overnitess deree, camee back homee diss morning. meet up wiv laiting, von, ivy & xinni in da afternoon to visit SP. it's boring alrights! ii fell aslp in da middle of da talk lars. -.-" we left after awhilee & headed to bugiss. nth to shopp oso. went back yishun in da evening. meet up wiv J again. in diss 4 daees, we've been taking neoprints non-stop. gonee casee! jialat. realii kena addicted le. guess he realii spent darn lotss of money there lars. =X aniwaee, he ownself oso wanna takee de lars. hees~ at nites, went to a dinner, those like 7th mth de, wiv his family & relatives. mann! so awkward. hahas~ aniwaee, after we patched, we've been sticking together all daee. haiss~ dunno wad will happen nxt. having bad feelings. pessimistic mii! Saturday, September 3, 2005
todaee's da fers daee having prelim, eng & chi paper1. when ii jus took up my pen & starts to writee, mdm tai approached mii -.-" 'doess your long hair gives yoo inspiration?' tht's wad she said to mii. no choice, tied up my hair. 'don't yoo find it stupid to havv soo manii studs on ur ears?' no choice, took dwn all my earings. argh! damnn irritated! after paper 1, mii & 5 other pupils kena called out by mr yuonnus. can't blieve tht i'm on my way to being sack. due to our attendance & poor grades, da 6 of us kena warned le. if we still show no improvement in out prelims, we might not b able to take our O lvl. haiss. diee le lars. sobsob. ii scared scared le. =X rey somemore cann saee 'we're soo honoured to be da onlii 6 of them in da whole sec 4 & 5 lvl!' -.-" gosh! wadd a nutx he is. btw mii & J patch up le. ii dunno whether i've madee da rites choicee nots. hais. forgetting da incident happened recently ain't easy. though he treat mii real gd now, ii'm afraid tht da samee thing might repeat. realii hopee he will b honest to mii. pray hard tht nth bad will happen to us again. |
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