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Monday, August 29, 2005 hais. lotsa thingss happened between mii & J. ii dun even noee whether we're together now nots. we mention break ups 2 daees ago but we still meet up. we did meet in da afternoon todaee. i'm in total lost, realii confused now. wadd he realii wanns? ii jus wanna noee wad he's thinking. he's so uncertain abt himself denn wad m ii gonna do? haiss. Friday, August 26, 2005 ii finally watched 'wedding crasher' le, on last wedd. skipped sch again -.-" da show's NC-16. managed to catch tht moviee coss mii & jason went to sunplaza - eng wah cinema. no ppl de, da wholee theatre onlii got mii & J 2 ppl lars. soo damnn errie lars. machiam lotsa eyes staring at yoo but in da theatre not a single soul. straight after moviee we ran out of there ars. scary! but tht show darn funni, we laugh likee nobodii's business. =P ytd ii went to sch ok! da guys nvr go, my gurls oso nvr go. left mii & vonn. sobsob.. when having lesson, ii doo hmwk ok! eng, chii, chem all ii got listen to teacher hor. hmpf~ but f&n ..... hahs. da lasst 5 period slacked. at fers kip on talking to terence, kena scolding -.- denn after tht mii & vonn ran ard da 4th lvl. hahas~ crapping likee siaoo, lookin' fer ppl to takee pics. kekes~ total madness. wkends start on frii yeah? hees~ soo as usual, nvr attend sch. i'm bloggin' at jason's hsee rites now. khim gee, jianwen, beka & jenny are here too. all fallen aslp le. i'm so bored! ahhh! hais. i'll blog again. tinkk ii go slp oso bahs. (: Monday, August 22, 2005 mann~ long, khim, vin & da guys keep teasing mii tht i've grown fatter. gawd! i'm being influencee by them as well. sobsob.. i've gain weight! ahhh! kinda hopee i'll suffer frm anorexia, at least fer now. suffering frm anorexia gd leii. cann slim dwn, can savee money, menstration will stop too. hahas~ too much F&N lesson le larss. alrights, jason, les, weijie & da rest went fer another 7th mth dinner again. nobodii talked to mii on phonee tonites le. ): nvm. hmpf~ went dinner at northpoint food court wiv ziling & kim. after eating, headed up to swensen fer somee friess & icee-cream. *slurp// delicious lars. ii wanna havv swensen again fer black pepper seafood spagehtti.. jason!! bring mii go? =X ii wanna watch moviees too, alot alot of new shows comng up. whee~ (: tution todaee. total slack. reached home at 10pm. changed my blogskins. still prefer a plain onee. (: Saturday, August 20, 2005 after my gurls went home dis morning, meet up wiv jason in da afternoon. acc him to probation centre at upper thomson. sat outsidee & waited fer 45 mins alonee.. argh! after his probation thingy finished, took bus 162. actually thot tht it stops at bishan interchange but nahs, we ended up alighting at amk. hahas~ went to amk 347 coffeeshop to havv our lunch. mann! my old 2nd homeland. 2 yrs nvr step into tht area le, met soo manii ppl whom ii long timee nvr c de le. soo happi! =D after eating, went to jubilee. wanted to watch moviee de but can't find a nicee onee soo headed to J8. no moviess we fancy as well. took somee neoprints over there & went back to yishun. damn! realii no nicee shows. since we're bored, anyhow bought tics 'must love dogs'. alrights, it's a damn boring show. i'm serious! dun watch it. waste timee onlii. jason fell aslp & even snoree in da theatre lars. watched half way onlii we left le. hahas~ after tht, went to his hsee as ii thot weijie had left my card reader there le but weijie brought it wiv him -.-" wasted trip. asked my uncle to drivee mii homee. hmm, kim camee my hsee awhile, juss left not long ago. yeaps. gonna go chat on phonee le. buaisss. ytd nvr attend sch again. poa paper on tht daee, it's bound to fail so wadss da point gng to sch. hees~ meet up wiv jason at his hse, weijie's dere too. slacked over there till afternoon den da 3 of us headed to toa payoh to collect my conacts lens. had our lunch at there de kfc. J said some nasty stuffs in front of his bro abt mii. damnit. ii hatee dis. he nvr thinks abt mii. had a big quarrel after diss. sometimes, ii realii can't tolerate him. hopee he'll realii cherish diss chance given to him. haiss~ stayed at his hse till latee nites 11pm denn left to np to meet up wiv enqi, kim, ziling, shuxin & onee of their fren to havv supper at sembawang. on our way dere, met some uncivilised ppl whu claimed tht we're ah lians when they're onee of them. pot calling da kettle black. haiyoh. poor thingys. ii didn't wear specs nor contacts on tht daee. but ii was told tht yoo ppl were staring at us like one kind yeah? mann. eyes got probss? beta go check. tht's jus a piece of advice, hopee yoo'll heed it. dun comee shouting humji here & dere across da street. tht's a coffeshop, dun throw ur own facee. a lesson fer yoo, learn it. (: alrights, back to topic. afetr supper, we walked back frm sembawang to my hsee. a long walk. -.-" reached homee ard 2am. tell yoo wad? ii actually shared da samee bathroom wiv kim & ziling lars. at nites dun daree bath alonee. hahas~ all fell aslp ard 3am plus. da nxt morning woke up to watch doreamon. small kiddies =X gtg now. blog at nites again. whee~ Tuesday, August 16, 2005 jason & ii, we're together fer one mth le. did quarrelled again, kinda expected. was even too rush to tell him tht we shldn't be together in da ferss placee.. alrights, soft-hearted mii. in da end, everything's finee. phew~ had our lunch at long john, went fer moviee 'bewitched' in da evening. another nicee show! how ii wish ii cld be a witch too. twitching my nosee, riding on a broom flying here & dere, casting spell wheneva ii feel likee it. -.-" *nites dreaming hees~ Monday, August 15, 2005 seriously, i'm v tired. ytd slp at 4am, chit-chat wiv my mummy thruout da nitess. she allowed mii to put tatoo le but unda one condition: undergoes probation wiv jason during sch daees -.-" of cos ii said ok but ii dun tink ii cann makee it. hahas~ still wondering to put onee nots, afraid tht ii might regret. hmm, still under consideration. hees~ alrights, todaee's da ferss daee of prep exams. 2 words to describee - gonee casee! decided to start my revision after sep holis. =X though it's too latee. i'm still not in da mood to study. ahhh! hmm, ii lurve da mee soto sold in our sch. v nicee. but vin, khim all dun likee mii to eat coss it taste rather salty at timess. juss now whenn ii was juss abt to taste da soup after finishing da mee, jianwen juss took da wholee bowl away & pour da soup dwn da bin! argh~ tht's not da worsee. they still have lotsa ways to cut dwn my salt contents. sobsob.. aniwaee, gd oso larss. or else, likee wadd vin saees, ii might b in NKF by da agee of 20. hahas~ camee across this a few daees ago --- guy: why are yoo crying? gurl: my bf left mii, we're over! guy: (laughing) then wadd are yoo crying fer? gurl feeling puzzled. guy: yoo've merely losee a guy whu dun lurvee yoo whilee he losee someonee whu lurvee him loads. yeaps. kinda lamee hur. but ii find it logical. thinking back, ii was rather stupid in da past. Saturday, August 13, 2005 we're drifting apart. ii cld sense tht. things juss ain't da samee animoree. we were quarrelling almost everydaee. both of us havv attitudee & tht's da worst part. haiss~ maybe he shldn't be minee in da fers place. he will nvr noee how ii feel. he onlii cares abt himself. haas~ da relationships ii had were all in a mess. now there's another onee. i've got no idea how to solvee all this stuffs. in fact everything's in a mess. my mummy, *him, my studies.. i get B4 fer my o lvl chii when ii wanna get an A. damnit! ahhh! argh~ Wednesday, August 10, 2005 my dear jason reached my hsee early in da morning ard 7am plus -.-" opened da door fer him & straight away went back to slp. damn tired! woke up at ard 10am plus and had chicken mushroom soup. *yummy* tht's my fav. fer da timee being. hees~ v nicee! vonnie camee ard 11am, prepared fer tution but cher's latee fer half an hour. hahas~ nvm. we cld slacked fer awhile more too.. when tution starts, jason went homee & when tution ends, jason's back wiv leslie, eddie and wei xun.. suddenly feel tht i'm in kindergarden -.-" hohos~ alrights, aniwaee we went to northpoint after tht.. meet up wiv vincent, lesner, weijie and khim gee. mii & J watchd 'the maid' wiv weijie & khim. ooo mann! tht show madee mii sob. ahh! to mii, it's scary fer goodness sake. after moviee, all went homee le. leaving mii & J bhind. we quarrelled again. haiss~ when will he noee what i'm thinking & feeling? gawd! ii bet i'll go crazee onee daee if dis continuess. sobsob.. Tuesday, August 9, 2005 ytd went shopping at town wiv ivy, von & wen. had our lunch at ramen in cine leisure.. *slurp* ii bought a pair of jeans & a green sleeveless shirt frm freshbox.. i'm lurvin' it! -.-" ivy bought lotsa stuffs too, seems rich sial. wahahas! after tht, ii left fers in da evening to lavendar to meet up wiv jason, long, weijie, les, jianwen & khim fer a 7th mth dinner. yeaps, mii & jason again left fers to meet up wiv his parents and his 2 bros.. we went to watch midnites movies but both of us watch diff movies wiv them. we watched 'charlie & the chocolate factory'. alright, it sounds childish but it's nicee! super nicee show! cutee. ii like. hees~ reached jason's hsee ard 2am plus & of cos stay overnites there.. da nxt daee as in todaee, fersly, happy bdaee s'pore!! kekes~ kks, woke up le nvr go straight homee but meet up wiv laiting, feng ting, jesmin, beka & weifang to practicee dancee but we dcided to forget it. we slacked & talked. wholee daee having unbearable gastric pain & headachee. argh! had panadols, eeks! found it easier to swallow pills wiv beka ard. hahas~ jason & leslie meet up wiv us too. some of us went to play bball. mii, jason & leslie went back to my hsee fer dinner.. they left ard 8pm plus & here i am blogging (: Saturday, August 6, 2005 opps! my bloggie kinda disappeared fer a few daees. yeaps, it's back! hees~ changed blogskin, blog song, blog add etcc, soo updatee ppl! (: hmm, went sch on alternatee daees. didn't attend sch fer quitee some daees le. boring lessons, rather stay at home slp.. lotsa ppl started worrying abt my studiess le, mii myself too, out of sudden.. haiss~ alrights aniwaee, as usual, didn't go to sch again todaee. meet up wiv beka, laiting, feng ting, jesmin, weifang & lee yee to practice dance fer almost half da dae. soo tired *yawn* kekes~ at nites meet up wiv jason denn da guys, weijie leonard all.. but fer awhilee onlii btw, within dis few daees when ii didn't blog, mii & J did quarrlled fer a few timess. ii dun likee it when he's angry, his fierce fierce look v scary. sobsob.. ii realii dun wann makee him angry de, but sometimes ii dun even noee wadd did ii do wrong.. sowiee J. ii realii dunno how to b a gd gf.. when yoo asked mii whether my ans is yes or no during ytd nites, my ans is yes but ii dunno y my voice juss can't work suddenly.. ii realii hopee we cld movee on happily, stop quarelling le, hao mahs? my feelingss nvr fadee at all, ii still lurvee yoo. realli.
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