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Sunday, February 27, 2005
my mood's kinda gd todaee.. though *he went to work.. heex~ went causeway wit soon hui, laiting & gui yuan (soon hui's stead).. she got herself another new stead again, cool! hahass.. had our lunch in pizza hut *drooling*, so nicee worss, long timee no eat le.. headed to hougang plaza to play pool after takin neoprintss.. played in K-pool.. gd placee to play in, managed to get smuggled in.. =)) met wei jie & soon kiat dere.. cutee guyss! soon kiat 19 le still behave lyk small kiddie =X he still haven acc mii to tampines.. =( hahass.. dun caree! muss ask them out again onee daee.. heex~ jianwen camee to meet mii dere den went back yishun. we watched 'constantine', finally! kinda nicee show.. now awaiting fer lotsa showss sial, *his pocket's gonna got burnt again! muahaha~ opps! haiss, nv get to go UK funfair afterall.. todaee's the lass daee le... asked *him to bring mii go but he saees it's jux a waste of money, rather bring mii go shopping or moviee.. *sobx* *he dun understand mii at all..... Friday, February 25, 2005
havv not been updating fer sucha long timee.. had lotsa things to do, lotsa things to think, lotsa things to dream... relationship between both of us are reali damn rocky, things jus ain't getting any beta. quarrels, lies, empty promises... diss are the onli things i get frm him... he said he wanna mii to be happy, wanna makee mii smilee everydaee... nonsense! rubbish! actions speak louder den word... he hass no idea tht he's not even changing... even he is, i'm suree he dunno wads changing... manii ppl advicee mii to leave him, but stupid mii kip on giving him chances, hoping he'll reali changee, hoping he'll cherish every single chance... i'm wrong, too naive le... now i can't do anything... praying everydaee to hope he will change fer the sake of mii?? hahax! big joke~ if there's dis daee, tht daee will be a miracle happening... haiss.. i've nvr reali smilee or be happy fer a long timee le... crying every singlee daee, w/o fail de...when den he will learnt his lesson? for god sake, can anyonee tell mii when?? haiss..am i expecting too much? wad i wan frm jianwen: no liars, no promise breakers, no flirt, caree fer mii... thts all... isn't dis how bf suppose to treat his own gf? it's all basics.. thot he had lotsa ex-steads, he dun even noee the basics??... tink all of dem reali suffered le... -.-" forgetting him is reali kinda tough, if there's no someone entering my lyfee, tink i'll be stuck wit him till tht daee comes.. damnit! shldn't havv fallen in so deep, end up hurting myself onli.. tears everydaee, argh~ tired... hopee *he will think abt it, be moree maturee & do the ritex thingys towards anything/everything. i'm feelin real dwn fer the past few wkss.. luckily dere's still my sistas, wei jie meimei, leonard piggy & moree to cheer mii up, acc mii... i noee i've let all of u dwn. i reali lurve *him too much le, is over the limit. i can swear tht nobodi lurves *him moree den mii. it's reali diff fer mii to take bacc my heart frm *him. i can onli forcee myself to slowly forget, be numb & numb each daee, learn to be independent. by then then will be the daee tht i left him wit a real smilee.. but of coss i reali hope he do create miracle, help himself to regain trust frm every single of us.. haiss, feel kinda guilty to c *him & his bros quarrel bcoss of our blardi relationship... tink i shldn't went running, crying, whining to them wheneva we met probs.. realii sorry! =/ seeing u all brothers back to normal again, i'm relieved.. phew~ i rather we havv unsolved probss.. not onli relationship stuffs, the road i'm leading now seems to be a tough wayy to walk.. start to hav probs wit my beloved mummy.. more & more teachers in sch start to hate mii.. studies, gone casee due to my 100% slackness.. wad am i gonna do? mann~ tink dis relationship do reali affect mii greatly, the impact.............. haiss.. plsss god, stop torturing mii! Friday, February 11, 2005
went orchard wit jianwen, laiting,soon hui & wei jie dis afternoon... knew dis wei jie jux todaee worx, soon hui de aiai... kekex~ muack muack all the way sial... =X had our lunch in sakae sushi... mann~ i lurvee tako yaki!! damn nicee~ had lots & lots of it... *yummy* took neoprints after tht of coss... heex~ actually wanted to play pool in cine leisuree de, but all tables full... argh~ ended up watching moviee again, dis timee round is 'electra'... nicee moviee! i lurve those fihghting moves, fantastic! wahah~ walked out of the cinema & beat up jianwen lyk electra... hahax~ she's damn cool! went back homee den... played poker wit jianwen & mummy till midnitex... lost $$... boohoohoo~ Wednesday, February 9, 2005
can all of uuu tell mii ways to trust him? no matter how gd he treat mii now, i can't forget all the lies he had madee. any potions to curee mii? argh~ ytd nvr go to sch. had a quarrel wit *him AGAIN. went to grandma hsee in the afternoon to hav reunion dinner. meet up wit *him at nitex. mii mistaken seng kang mrt as punguol mrt, hahax~ we went moviee 'i do i do' at ard 12am. stupid lamee show! ok lars, at least it kills our timee.. *he acc mii at home till my mum reached homee.. todaee, went to grandma hsee to collect hongbaos.. played poker cards fer awhilee den went to meet up wit *him again. dis timee round we nv meet at the wrong placee. went to his grandma hsee *scary* went back homee to changee den meet up wit yong long, patricia, lesner, khim gee, wei jie, vincent & jason. we went to patricia's grandma hsee den dey went to bear's hsee whilee i meet up wit guan fer dinner. damn hungry! ate in burger king & sitting dwn there talking nonsense wit him. meet up wit the rest again & went fer moviee again. 2 daess of midnight moviee le... watched 'racing stripes', thot it'll be kinda boring... but alright lahx, kinda funny actually... cutee show~ *he sent mii home after tht. not feeling realii happy all along, dunno why. maybe words are not bigger den actions. *he onli saee promises but still haven provee anything tht madee mii trust *him. i dun lyk dis!! haiss. when will it be over?? Wednesday, February 2, 2005
now cherish started to call mii pokka-dotss linsy, damn! aniwaee i call her checkerboxx cherish~ wahahax... sounds nicee ritex? gurlxx, u all shld noee y dere's such namees fer us yeah? so embarrasing... *blushing* one moree stuff, HAFIZ!!! he's my pimples squeezer worx... kekex~ he helped mii to squeeze a so called pimples which was bsidee my eyebrown... mann~ imaginee he squeeze it in our class at the door... alrightx, i screamed lyk hell fer godness sake... -.-" everyonee walked past & they will be lyk " wad are all of u doing?" gosh! i feel so awkward... but hafiz's reali gd at it, thxx! hahax~ a memorablee daee... muahaha! von & gurlx were crazee in class, including mii! =X went jianwen's hsee after sch to scan our neoprints... so irritated using his com, damn blardi lag... argh~ meet yong long dey all at 219... played bball again! so fun~ cheng guan camee after awhilee.. of coss we played bball together too... hahax~ he's burnt by... mii!!! wahaha~ (u nv saee not to mention in my blog.. heex~) aniwaee thts jux tyco lahx, can see tht he's jux letting mii... kekex~ all of us chatted fer awhilee & vincent asked mii why am i tieing jianwen to myself... haiss~ guess i'm selfish bahx... maybe i shld jux wash my hand off him... not now of coss, after daees lohx...=) |
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