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Yours Truly MyMama'sGirl, 19:44 anti-social/stubborn/ whine-r. I cry alot; eat alot; brup alot. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Soft Tweets bitchings Drop from sky please IphoneBike&Car LicenseAgnes.B WalletMore inkIpod ClassicCoach WristletCanon S90TripsInfinite CASH. 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Saturday, January 29, 2005 i've jux realised smth... i've got mixed feelings. do i onli havee him in my heart? does all those painful memories madee my feelings fadee? i noee i still lurvee him but he doesn't seem to be the onli onee. wad shld i do? demanding too much frm him. reali hopess he belongs to the onee & onli mii. but.... damn! i'm sucha bitch! *confused* had CIP dis morning... roamed & strolled ard town wit laiting, cheryl, wei jie & lesner... khim gee, jason, vincent & jianwen joined us after tht... shopped ard den back to yishun... alright, i'm so damn pissed off ritex now... i thot u're beta den all of dem, but........ i was wrong abt u, tink u're worsee! argh~ didn't meant to be tht petty but i had high expectation frm u, thts y... forget it, it doesn't matter now aniwaee... at least i see the truee u, the real u... [psst: i'm not refering to *him] jux another fucker, jerk, bastard, cb kiax! sowie... jux trying to vent my anger here... gotto cool dwn le... Monday, January 24, 2005 our 6th mth together. happy yet sad. dun reali have the overjoyed feelings now. seems lyk it's jux a normal daee in a wk, nth special. my attitudee's getting at a v high lvl stage le. .....gone casee..... hmm, todaee's social studies test's another gonee casee! onli one ques & it's 10 marks, flew away~ haiz..~ alreadi failed one sub, the rest... forget it... no mood to study actually... damn! i dun want de, but got easily distracted nw... onli wanna spend moree timee wit *him, even neglected my studies & dis yr's my most impt yr... argh~ alright, went to 219 bball court wit *him & his bros... it's been a long long timee since i play a match... so fun! miss the sweats sial... kekex~ =X mann~ i wanna play bball! =)) Sunday, January 23, 2005 haf not been blogging fer the past few daees... hmm, things aren't getting any beta between us actually.. both of us were changing fer the sake of dis relationship... haiz~ everything will be beta? hopee so bahx... [thurs 20.5.05] smth happened. blardi scene. shocked. *shivering* wasted lotsa saliva. damn worried fer one of my fren whu dun treat mii s a fren... trying my best to help him but ended up onli realised tht i'm jux making things worsee... alright, maybe i shld stop being sucha busybody... everything my fault kkx? sowie~ [fri 21.5.05] it's a public holis... supposed to acc my mummy de but ended up acc *him... mummy went to grandma hse *sianx* went his hse in the afternoon, had our dinner at 848... we meet up wit jason, khim gee, joshua, wei jie, vincent, lesner & yong long after tht to sembawang park... devil they all camee fer awhile den went back le... too bad, lee xiao zhu nv comee... =( the 9 of us stayed overnitex dere, in a big big tent... kekex~ singing, fishing & thai messaging! wahaha~ mii could be a thai messaging master in the future le... =P those guys shld noee wad i mean yeah? hahax~ fun! [sat 22.5.05] fell aslp in the tent, got waken up by them at ard 7am.. lotsa mosquitoes bites mann~ argh! *itchy* went back home & slp till afternoon... acc him & lesner to woodlands to hav trainin, or so called friendly match... laiting acc mii at there till 7.30pm & left le, left mii alonee dere... damn! sit at the samee spot for moree den 3 hrs, butt's aching! =X [sun 23.5.05] todaee mii & *him went dwn to town... hav our lunch at shaw den headed to pacific plaza... both of us bought 2 shirts each.. he bought a quiksliver long- sleeve shirt fer 42bucks & mii bought a ripcurl shirt fer 49.90bucks... went shopping at far east... he bought another newbie shirt at new world order at 19.90bucks, bought another one fer mii too... thxx dear dear! =) took a neocard jux nw... we acted cutee -.-" heex~ finally he bought mii a hair band, waited fer so long le... kekex~ went back yishun ard 7pm den to 219 bball court.. sat dwn dere & chit-chat awhilee... gonee craze wit tht siao cha bo (xiao wei)... wahaha~ both of us were chatting & luffing away dere, lyk mad gurlx sial... muahaha~ reach home ard 9 plus... he acc mii till 11pm den went homee... haha~ seems lyk we're together fer the past few daees yeah? goody! i lyk worx... but dun tink he got the timee le.. he hafta work & play fer his bball tournament =( *sobsob* shit! i'm having social studies test tml & i'm still slacking here... look at the timee! opps! gonna fail lo... hmm, try to memorisee all i cann tml bahx... kakax~ *winks* Sunday, January 16, 2005 though the both of us intend to start all over again, i still have the wierd feeling... accepting him totally now is jux too difficult fer mii... having confidence, trust & faith in him ritex now, i can't... but he said he will do wad he promised, & i must oso forget the past... haiz~ like wad von said, everything can be forgiven but not forgotton... he did lotsa things tht made mii feel so hurt, how can i possibly forget all this? all the lies he had made in front of mii kept flashing in my head... damn! i know all of u must be wondering den wad fer i patch wit him ritex? i dunno the reason as well, jux followed my heart as it saees to giv it a last try & the last chance... hopee he will realii not repeating the history... wholee daee wit him but.......... nvm... aniwaee, mii wanna make tatoo!! but my mummy dun allow, argh~ hopee she will change her mind... kekex~ =P Thursday, January 13, 2005 we broke up 2 days ago but are back together again..! he asked mii to believe him fer the last time, giv him a chance... took mii a long time to struggle abt the ques... in the end, i chose to believe him jux dis one last time... i've given this trust to him, hopee he'll cherish it... or else it will be gonee 4eva... i know i still lurve him jux lyk beforee, hope i've made a right choicee... & most importantly, kip his promisee, not to break it.. if there's another timee he break it, the consequences will be BIG! still lurve him bits & pieces... =) aniwaee, i hav new names again... khim gee! always giving mii wierd names... hmpf~ heex~ Wednesday, January 12, 2005 jux camee back from sch, dun even hav the mood to hang out... it's the end of us, everything ended after 5 mths 19 days... why all dis hafta happen on mii? lurve's reali hurts! i've been crying my heart out non-stop... he's in fault, i asked fer break but i'm the one suffering in the end... i can't possibly forget someone whom i lurved so much before in sucha short time de... i trusted him once & once but he lied to mii once & once... my heart was totally shattered... i dun wanna let go but it's time to let go le... i dun wanna my bf to be sucha big liar & flirter! why can't he change fer the sake of mii? are we possible to be back again? i dun think so... *sobx* goodbye my dear~ Tuesday, January 11, 2005 hmm, jux got to know tht dis guy i knew was sucha bastard... not onli bastard but a useless jerk! i'm not referring to *him but another him... quarrelled wit his gf den let out his anger on mii... wad the fuck! someone whu dunno wads right & wads wrong, damn! stupid fellow... got to know another bitch living in dis world again... dis time is a damn blardi shameless bitch, dun even mind the person she luv to two-time her worx... mann~ does she do anything the guy asked her to do? oh my~ *wondering* thts shameless enuff... can't carry on le... or else i'll losee my appetite thinking of wad she said... opps! wahaha... aniwaee, bitch! dun read my blog lahx... u know whu u r... be moree conservative, dun go ard flirting lahx... jux a piece if advice, gurlx lyk u wun listen to mii de, i understand... aww~ pity u... muahaha~ actually u might suit the guy i mentioned above lehx... both of u will suree be perfect couple de... haha~ "all the best" to u... bleahx! Friday, January 7, 2005 alright, it's a damn blardi boring daee! he's supposed to acc mii de, but hafta go fer camp & informed mii at the last min... argh~ stayed at home watching tv till evening den went out... had mos burger fer dinner again... falling in lurve wit mos burger, wahaha~ after tht, played pool at safra wit laiting & kim... suddenly find it so sianx whilee playing -.-" reach home ard 10pm... no one talk to mii on phone tonitex oncee again =( he went fer camp again! Thursday, January 6, 2005 damn! awhile kena caught fer coloured hair... awhile kena caught fer hair too long, mus tie up... awhile kena caught fer wearing earrings instead of transparent earsticks... awhile kena caught fer slping... all kena caught by different teachers sial... bad sch term fer mii, haha~ something happened in sch between mii & him... to everyonee, dis might be a small matter but to mii, hurts alot... onli 2 words to describe my feelings now - sad & disappointed... hope everything will be beta~ Wednesday, January 5, 2005 alright, it's my 3rd day of sch today... boring! finally got the jack jack holder frm jeremy & the jack jack cushion frm hsx... thankiew~ kena caught fer slping lotsa times le, haha~ reali get damn sleepy in class... *yawn* when's the nxt holidays?? =X Sunday, January 2, 2005 camee back frm lesner's 4 days 3 nights chalet... ferxx day, beforee meeting them, mii went to queensway early in the morning wit kim & qi, before all the shops were open... we reached there, waiting fer all the gates to open... -.-" damn! can't find the shoes i wanted fer my size.. argh~ small feet hav disadvantage too... mii & kim bought a adidas waterbottle instead... hers in red while mine's in black... nicee! meet up wit laiting, jianwen, wei jie, khim gee, lesner, yong long, patricia & vincent to pasir ris downtown east... it's kinda latee when we reached there, so onli went to arcade den back to our room... second day, mac to breakfast den went to wild wild wet... it's raining non-stop but still fun, exciting! after tht, went back room to bath den out to dinner... mii & jianwen went to the beach latee at nitex ard 4am plus while everyone's slping... haha~ the wave's damn big! scary... third day, joshua & kim choo camee & joined us... everyone waited fer mii to wake up to hav lunch & tht's abt 2pm plus.. opps! sowie... joshua treated all of us 2 hawaiian pizzas fer dinner... *yummy* laiting treated all of us cockles... *drooling* haha~ after tht, went arcade again... back to the room, yong long & jianwen were fighting (play play de)... oh ya, & jianwen can't touch mii... my 4 'bodyguards' (yong long, khim gee, lesner & vincent) will be by my sidee, once he touched mii or once i shout, it's the end... wahaha~ kena bashed up by them... =X duno when i fell aslp oso... fourth day, all of us hafta wake up at 10am, hafta book out at 10.30am... damn tired! my eyes were half-closed... *yawn* went to buy sch shoes at nitex, again no my shoe size fer kappa... end up buying sleese.. *yucks* no choice, or else i'll be in sch in slippers... heex~ actually dis few days i'm real dwn in mood... i've already try my best to at least brighten up abit in front of them, dun wanna be a spoilsport... sowie if i did show attitude, i've tried my best le... i can't reali get along wit them sometimes oso, feel kinda left out at times... every nitex's cold alright! *burrr* jackets wit blanket still not enuff... *shivers* aniwae sch's gonna reopen tml... damn! suree fall aslp in class de... haven do my hmwk yet! opps!
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